Revival of losing trust

When I look deep within myself, I see a lots of improvement to be done...

The first thing is to lose the 'magnet' between the opposite...

I may be look calm, yet only Allah know...

the laugh I had filled with emotion I hide...

Well, its ok...

Soaring High with hope as my faith will never be shaken again~~~

Its 2011!!!!!

As Salam~~~ Although it is a week late, I just want to say this - Happy New Year 2011!!!

Lame as it sound yet its the resolution that matter =)

Alhamdulilah, I did not think about 'her' anymore~~~ a good sign for me~~~ as I has lose my trust and confidence towards 'her' kind...

What does I learned from attachment?

Well, I gained lots =) from simple matters to big issue~~~

That motivate me to become what I am suppose to be...

One of the supervisor has chat with me regarding serious issue.... Environment, Education, Socialism, Psychology and etc...

It really interest me as she introduce me a chinese concept - "I don't care what type of cats being used as long as it can catch mouse"...

Simple, yet has deep meaning to me... 

Now, I apply it to my life, and it succeed!!!!

I'm much more happy for now, by not trusting 'her' kind... Still, a mystery has yet not being solved... why does every time I go to any shopping area and see a couple... a decent couple that is, my heart seem struck by unknown hurt, sadness and sorrows...

Bah!!!  Saranghanda Geojitmal.... aka Your Love is a Lies....

What type of songs I've been listening into? For this month, T-ara - Lies, Tommy Page - A Shoulder To Cry On and again a song from the past,  JYP - No Love No More...

These song... strengthen my focus and little by little... losing my confidence in things called Love...

Yet, If I fall in love again... I will ask some  question.... which involve religion~~~ Later I will post it....

Sheesh... I surely getting old...

Farewell teenagers...

Zhahahahahahahahaha