Equality between men and women

Some women mention that they are hurt deeply as some men hurting their feeling... now, I would like to ask, in vice versa... what if men that care their partner feeling being hurt deeply from the one that they trusted till the end of life...

we, man has soft side too, it just that, we didn't like to show it in public... thats the fact...

I still in disbelief in everything I see... perhaps I am getting too weak already... I trust nobody at the end... except Allah and Prophet Muhammad (Peace Be Upon Him)...

I completely agree with an ancient phrase - What is Sweeter at first, Bitter at the middle and Destruction at the end? It something called Love...

It something that I will never regained... after being betrayed twice... the price of my loyalty is betrayal...

Betrayal is such a sweet phrase in which both parties has common in this prison world...

Maybe, this is the end of everything... Jazakallah for those people whom betray me... I deeply thanked those people...

My laughter has never been the same as before... and my smile has no longer contain 'sincerity' anymore...

Maybe I should move forward by forgetting all peoples I know...

The pain and sorrow that I hold deep within my soul...

Its undeniable that I'm hurt since that breakup... It gives me a lots of destruction than peace... Almost every night I pray to Allah... show me a sign or at least... provide me As-Sams (Death)...

I ashamed to everyone I know... all the promise.. especially my oath to Allah... has been never fulfilled... the only things that keep me sane is listening to Zikrullah and keep on praying till As-Sams get me...

I turned myself back on Allah path... Alhamdulilah, it ease me a bit... but then... why that 'feeling' haunt me back?   Is this a type of punishment for not fulfilling my oath to you Ya Allah? There is more question than answer...

I realise I am a type which in malay could be translated as being too 'manja'... yet I know, what is my limit in term of socialising with other... why for now, it seem too hard for me to trust people?... after that incident....

People asked me to be strong...yet, it gives me the opposite, frailer and fragile is what I get at the end...

I manage to hide all my sadness and sorrow from my family... because I didn't wish to see tears flowing from their eyes.. let me alone handle all my sadness and sorrows...

When will I gained my peace and happiness? I surrender it to the hand of Allah... because HE is the most Powerful and the most Mercyful than others...