on 8th July 2011, it's the most memorable experience for me :

not only it's an invitation by someone - let it be unknown :), but it's the marvelous sight i've ever seen :)

many weaponaries, cars and especially aircraft has flew and shows dazzling performance that enough to shock the first timer like me :)

congratulation on everyone whom participate on Bridex occasion and you too :) thanks for inviting and showing me all the way of the Bridex exhibition :)

but, i think, for the future improvement.. It's better for the parents to brought earphones for their babies :) the sonic soundwaves can hurt the lil one hearing abilities in the future and this kinda make me sad...

Seriously... Its good to let the kids to dream high for the future.. But nevertheless.. Don't forget about their safety...

In the amidst of it, i surely can't take my eyes from you :p
all the noises and disturbances.. Still never changing how i feel :)

look @ the time :) its curfew already....

Who is she? All i can say and do is just smile :)))

summarization of May, June and July...

it's been a while i'm leaving this blog to pursue achievement in exam... Almost how many month did i miss.. How many month do i hold everything back...

Time and time and time and time.... Sweet like a nectar but rotten as devil... Its undeniable the journey i had... Somehow lift me up, and at the same time.. Tossed me down...

The exam is over and Alhamdulilah... Proceed to the next semester...

To be honest, before the result coming out... I've already had an premonition... Of what will happen on the next day... Thank You Allah.. For answering my pray... Giving me an insight of what will happen... I'm truly and forever be your slave for eternity...

After the result had been released, I had been struck long lasting fever... Unknown where it comes, strike me without warning and make me less active in facebook and twitter... But i'm gladly accepting it as part of my journey...

23rd and 24th June of 2011... It's the most memorable experience for me.. I take part as an ajk for ITB Youth Outreach Programme @ kem ibadah... Lots of things i do really learned from it and never thought that... Refreshment sacrifice a lot of energy to cater everyone needs :) it totally fun for me and lots of unforgetable memories emerge as... I took part of it... Totally priceless...

In the verge of july, I've admit... I might hard to understand as my point might upsy turvy @ upside down @ shallow and etc... Serious chains of comments... Make me really wonder... Do i really need to be part of everything? I just do not know what had happen... Until stupidity strike...

Kekurangan ku kelebihan mu, kekurangan mu kelebihan ku

i simply grow tired of everything... Maybe its better for me to be excommunicating with others ... Maybe its beter this way....

Time is ticking and the holiday is declining as words has been
put to this blog... Its a getaway @ remedy for a loner like me... :)

sadness...

sadness always be part of me
never ever be break the chains that
I wish to leave

I will just sail away
as it
is my time to leave
rainy days
are yours to keep

end

21 is a curse

Every 21... spell a disastrous effect on me... That day... She asked for a break up... Lots of things has occur a lot... I has try my best... to avoid contacting that connected with her... still why... the pain is there? why I destined to be tortured like this? Happiness... just a set up to hide fear... within my childish act...there lies terrible sadness I hide...

at the end lonliness always get the best of me... thus losing trust... forever trust in love...

Junior Masterchef Australia

When I'm bored during CNY, *Gong Xi Fa Cai to all my chinese friend*, I watch a channel from astro that shows that even kids can make a differ in cooking... Only one particular contestant captivate my eyes =)

Her name is Saffiyah, 12 years old girl (?). To me, honestly, I'll never treat her as a juvenile anymore. from what I can see, she has bloom into a great muslimah.. and Masya Allah, her beauty, has captivate me... soothe this heart and this, I cry...  realising, how great her parent obeying Allah's order..

Her innocent has soothe the beast within me, and replace it with a vision to pursue Allah satisfaction even more...

Here is what she looks like in 2010 =)

Revival of losing trust

When I look deep within myself, I see a lots of improvement to be done...

The first thing is to lose the 'magnet' between the opposite...

I may be look calm, yet only Allah know...

the laugh I had filled with emotion I hide...

Well, its ok...

Soaring High with hope as my faith will never be shaken again~~~

Its 2011!!!!!

As Salam~~~ Although it is a week late, I just want to say this - Happy New Year 2011!!!

Lame as it sound yet its the resolution that matter =)

Alhamdulilah, I did not think about 'her' anymore~~~ a good sign for me~~~ as I has lose my trust and confidence towards 'her' kind...

What does I learned from attachment?

Well, I gained lots =) from simple matters to big issue~~~

That motivate me to become what I am suppose to be...

One of the supervisor has chat with me regarding serious issue.... Environment, Education, Socialism, Psychology and etc...

It really interest me as she introduce me a chinese concept - "I don't care what type of cats being used as long as it can catch mouse"...

Simple, yet has deep meaning to me... 

Now, I apply it to my life, and it succeed!!!!

I'm much more happy for now, by not trusting 'her' kind... Still, a mystery has yet not being solved... why does every time I go to any shopping area and see a couple... a decent couple that is, my heart seem struck by unknown hurt, sadness and sorrows...

Bah!!!  Saranghanda Geojitmal.... aka Your Love is a Lies....

What type of songs I've been listening into? For this month, T-ara - Lies, Tommy Page - A Shoulder To Cry On and again a song from the past,  JYP - No Love No More...

These song... strengthen my focus and little by little... losing my confidence in things called Love...

Yet, If I fall in love again... I will ask some  question.... which involve religion~~~ Later I will post it....

Sheesh... I surely getting old...

Farewell teenagers...

Zhahahahahahahahaha