Saturday, 4 December 2010

The songs that keep me sane

Here are the list of my songs, that accompany me during the attachment days:

  1. What have you done - Within Temptations
  2. Angels - Within Temptations
  3. Pretend - Second Hand Serenade
  4. Goodbye - Second Hand Serenade
  5. Why - Second Hand Serenade
  6. Soledad - Westlife (Piano Version)
  7. Sad Romance - Various (Violin)
  8. Goodbye my friend (Vocal) - Various Artist
  9. Its the fear - Within Temptations
  10. The truth beneath the rose - Within Temptations
  11. No Love No More - JYP
  12. Lies - T-Ara
  13. His Name is Muhammad - Kamal Uddin
  14. Subhanallah - Kamal Uddin
  15. Suffering - Kamal Uddin
  16. Slow sad piano - Various artist
  17. Sad Piano - Various artist 
Actually there's more to come, yet.. this are the songs that has a deep impact to me... 

*Tsk* 

Friday, 3 December 2010

Let the picture describe everything







What does this picture has to say? It describe everything....

All of my emotions... all of my sadness... for being alone... with no hands to hold for....

*sigh*

A hadith I like most

Narrated by Abu Hurairah,

Prophet Muhammad (Peace Be Upon Him) once said ;

"Everyday, two angels descend from Jannah (Heaven) to Earth, and one of them pray, "O Allah! Please compensate every man whom spend most of his time in Your Cause".

The other angel pray, "O Allah! Destroy his/her Misery".

Come to think of it, I am so lucky to have an Al-Quran that has english translation on it... I really love my Al-Quran and it always stay next to my bed... everytime Al-Isyq (Love) disease strike me from nowhere... I... I... need some time to let it all out... with tears....

I'm not strong as I use to be... Maybe I'm getting tired of everything already....

Thursday, 2 December 2010

Rascal Flatts What Hurts The Most Music Video (With Lyrics)

An article that soothe my heart (From Aunt Mai Shahren Blog)

Beautiful Muslimahs with hijabs..

The Hijab is IFFAH (Modesty).
The hijab is Tahara (Purity).
The hijab is a Shield.
The hijab is Taqwah (Righteousness).
The hijab is Eemaan (Belief or Faith).
The hijab is Haya' (Bashfulness).



Soo... What have women nowadays shield themselves against the modern sarcastic ways of fashion?


Inna Lillah Ha Illa Inna Hirra'jiun...

Wednesday, 1 December 2010

The present day of me (Jobless Strike)


Time does fly... with happiness and sadness mixed into one...

That's past... now move to the future... with the aid of Bismillahirrahman nirrahim....

No Love, No More....

The Stupid Act

Today's mark the most stupid act I ever... I not only provoke her anger towards me... and I sense her hatred toward me for eternity...

Today also marked the end of usage of facebook.... both account has been terminated.... permanently... "Kun Faya Kun"... because of this... my relationship ruined completely...

Nowadays, as the technology getting advanced... it too has its price... the cost of my relationship....

I wish I living in Prophet Muhammad's (PBUH) era, where lies can be detected easily.... even in making promise...

Nowadays, lies seems to be a habit... we can't sense it... as the people who do it... able to hide 'its' smell...

Ya Allah, just punish me.... I need pain to be away from her... and let her have Your Protection and Happiness...

Too much sadness has accumulated a new syndrome to me... every tears filled with cough... my heart shrink everytime sadness engulf me... every night tears flowing...

I blamed facebook for the end of everything.... Its has its advantages in term of communicating... yet it had its hidden drawbacks....

One fact I read from newspaper... A catholic missionary had banned the usage of facebook to its followers due to many divorce has occur from it...

Astagafirullah... why... why... why... that mark zuckerberg design facebook...

perhaps to make the muslims fighting amongst each other? who knows?

A jews intention to break the bond of muslimin ummah....

LA HAU LA WALA QUATA ILLA BILAH....